AL and I experience our first loss together, as we had a miscarriage this past weekend. I can't really describe the heart pain or emotional loss because I know we are still walking through things. I do know that God's peace and strength are amazing. Everyday I awake HE has given me a scripture to walk out through the day. We both have talked so much throughout the week about God is in control and though we might not fully understand and the pain is real it doesn't change that God is still so incredibly good. I know from the very beginning we prayed for a healthy precious little one and for whatever reason that precious little one was meant to live that life in heaven. I know God sees us before we are formed in our mother's womb (Ps. 139) so even as the little one was being formed God saw its future. I know HE has an amazing plan in store for us and know that plan includes a little one...someday. I know we are so blessed and want my heart to stay focused on the blessings, not that the loss isn't real but it is temporary because I know when we get to heaven we will get to hold that little one and see its smiling face.
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